Scared
I'm really scared...
I'm so scared I couldn't sleep...
My chest hurts...
From all the coughing and sobbing...
Why am I so silly,
Why do I always choose the wrong words,
Wrong expression,
Wrong actions...?
Thinking back...
I'm really stupid...
We might be together again now...
But things are not the same...
I've done really stupid things...
No matter what I do,
I can never reverse what I did,
I committed grave mistakes,
And now...
I have to face the consequences,
Something that I deserve...
I now learn I must tolerate everything,
And not make a fuss out of everything,
But it's just too late,
Damage has been done...
And it could be permanent...
I'm so pathetic.
Cockroaches... aren't that scary after all...